Fuck Ma Vie

Been having crazy mood swings these past few days. I hate it when people type FML. If you really mean fuck my life then why not just type it out?!

FUCK MY LIFE.

Is it really that hard? Owh wait, I just remembered I told someone that I'm happy and contented with my life. So...

... FUCK YOUR LIFE.

I love Blair Waldorf. We have one super mondo giganto thing in common... Chuck Bass. And I've pretty much been dealing with assholes like Chuck Bass my whole preteen life. But sometimes, the person you can't stand the most is the person you wanna be with the most.

So yeah, FUCK MY LIFE after all.

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To : you-know-who-you-are

I'm sorry but I guess I'm just not ready to let go. And you're wrong, you of all people should know that I truly understand what you have been going through because I've been through it not long ago. And trust me, after going through that, I felt as if I went through every level of hell.

Like me, you too tend to always fall in love with people who can never reciprocate their feelings. But what's really going on is that you're not in love with that person, but you're in love with the image of one. Either that or you're just afraid you'll end up alone.

And the phrase " you can't always get you want " doesn't apply to me. Because knowing that I can't have a certain thing only makes me that much more determined to get it. And in this case... it's you-know-who. Owh gawd I have no shame.

I'm sorry to keep you waiting. I'm sorry for giving you false hopes. For what it's worth, I have and I did. And I hope that we'll go back to being best friends. I'm . Just . Not . Ready . Love you still.