Jump ! How High ?

Feels liberating to be... free from love.
Free from hope.
Free from desperation.
And most definitely, free from the worst heartache you will ever experience.
Ironic isn't it, how that when you're ready for a relationship, no one comes along. But when you're going through the most heart wrenching time of your life or sitting for finals, guys drop in from left and right ( not that I had... a lot of experience ).






I'm dare say I'm ready now. But yet you don't even give me the time of day nor acknowledge me. What more can I ask from you.
Is it your pride? Get your nose out from the air.
Is it because of the commitment? Strap on a pair will you.
Elizabeth has never been lucky in love, nope, not once.
The guy treats her right the first time. She brushes him away.
Another guy treats her like fuck the second time. She held on to him as if there was no tomorrow.



I try not to expect too much from you. But every time I see those eyes... Gosh.
Saying that my heart melts every single time is bullshit.
But its true.
We don't know each other yet... But I think I love you already.
For once, please, somebody love me back.

I Say Potato You Say Potahto

Phew, what a week-! Two assessments in a day on Wednesday and two kitchen classes in a week. Not to mention 3 more assignments that are due next week. What happened to all my chillax free time laa?!

Moving on. Made apple tart ( note : tart, not pie ) during pastry class on Monday with my new partner Wei Mae-! I really regret telling people that my mum is a baker because sadly I did not inherit any of her chunted skills. Malu sial.

Preparing the tart filling and jam. Woooooooooo...

Apparently, I'm the only one that has heard of the "when-you-cut-an-apple-in-half-you'll-find-a-star-in-the-middle" theory. So when I went around showing people the star, they were like wtf can?! No, I'm not weird. Maybe I am. But hey, I'm special that way =)

Ta-daah-! Our final product. It's a tart okay, not a pie. And before you start thinking "aiyo, will get diarrhea if i eat anot"... Lemme assure you, IT'S TOTALLY EDIBLE-! In fact, it's something I would buy in, hmm, a bistro/cafe perhaps? Harhar. I'm tooting my own horn here.

Hospitality seniors threw us a welcoming/orientation party Thursday night at the college's restaurant. And that was what I wear. Car Yi, Yi Wen, Wei Mae and I hitched a ride with Andrea to my house to bath. Omg see I'M SOOOOO HOSPITABLE RIGHT?! Thought we were late because we got stuck in a jam on the way back to college.

Aanndd... Andrea and Car Yi were too pai seh to show up in front of everyone looking all formal and shit so we like literally walked around in between the kitchen and restaurant. Malu can all of the seniors and lecturers were looking at us in a "what-are-you-lost-ducks?!" kindda way.

Water growth crystal balls and candle for the table's center piece.

Car Yi, me and Andrea. I sometimes wish that everybody in my class were closer. I mean, I don't have a problem with any of em. The girls and guys just don't mix well when we're grouped up with other classes. But somehow, in a really weird way, I feel as if we can only cooperate and fool around when we don't have class with other groups.

The event started off with the MC introducing the lecturers, those that are currently teaching us and those who we'll be seeing the next term ( OMG 3 WEEKS LEFT OF TERM 1-! ). Then dinner was served... By our lecturers ZOMFG paiseh. They were our servers and busers for the night.

Appetizer - spaghetti. I know right, spaghetti for appetizer... Like don't need to eat the main course already right.

Main Course - chicken with assorted veggies and potatoes-! Loved the potatoes. Was super stuffed after eating the chicken. Played a few games in between while waiting for dessert.

Dessert - imported doughnuts. Didn't try em, went home early. Doesn't look very appetizing though.

Had another kitchen class at 8am the very next day. Killer. Another day... another assessment. Don't know what the fuck we were suppose to make. Chef just gave us brief ( and i mean super brief like no instructions whatsoever ) notes the day before. But all of us were still clueless XD.

Waiting for the potatoes to cook. We were going to make mashed potatoes-! And other junk hee.

Did this.

Bla bla bla.

Did that.

Bla bla bla.

Simmer this.

Bla bla bla.

Blanched that.

Bla bla bla.

And this was what Yi Wen and I cooked up-! Looks damn pro right? Harhar. Blanched tomato in the middle... Mashed potato surrounding the tomato... Assorted glazed veggies yet again, surrounding the mashed potato... AND MORE POTATOES ON THE OUTSIDE-! Yumms, love potatoes.

Class ended early ( as usual ). So we tumpang'ed Joanne's car to Snowflakes at SS15-! Parked inside Sri KL because we couldn't' find parking. BUT SNOWFLAKES ONLY OPENS AT 1PM. Fucker. Headed to F.B.I - Food . Beverage and Ice, another dessert place a few doors away from Snowflakes.

Joanne and Andres. Played Uno Stacko ( i know, doesn't look like uno ) while waiting for our desserts to arrive.

Mmm yumm-! Mine and Yi Wen's Shaved ice with mango and strawberries with strawberry ice-cream-! Certainly quenched our thirst. Went back to campus to drop the girls off. And on the way, we saw...

!!!!!!!!!!

And I did what any other Malaysian would do... I snapped a picture. MALAYSIA BOLEH KAN?!

So , What Do I Do Now?

SPM results was... So so. Not too happy about it, but I'm not going to jump of a building because of it either. So what, I'll just do better in college ( which shouldn't be THAT hard ). And hey, after I get my Diploma, I'll be able to come out and work-! Unlike them Pre-U losers. Lawl I'm being so optimistic.


Went to catch a movie with the twins, one of the boyfriend, one who's soon to be the boyfriend, Leonie and YY. And we watched...

OMG ALICE IN WONDERLAND-!!!!!! Been waiting for this movie since last year hello-! The movie was superbly awesome, don't let anybody tell you otherwise. Okay fine so maybe I'm a tad bit bias because I love every one of Tim Burton's movies. But seriously-! It has all the gothic Tim Burton trademark, the slightly emo-ish song ( hello avril sang the closing credits ) and and and Johhny Depp and Helena Bonham Carter-!!

The both of em have been working with Tim Burton in like almost every one of his movies... Think " The Corpse Bride " and " Sweeny Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet Street ". Oh dush right Helena Bonham Carter is Tim Burton's wife. They make like the chunest emo gothic couple in the world world-! Ozzy Osbourne excluded alright.

I don't think it is one of Johnny Depps's best role played ever BUT it definitely is the maddest ( yeap mad hatter so I'll just assume the word maddest exist ) character he has ever played. You'll even think he's like seriously mentally unstable or even bonkers. But hey, the best people are like that THAT way XD.

Anne Hatthaway got promoted to White Queen after the Princess Diaries. Harhar... Get it get it?! Maybe it's just me but I think she really suits white hair-! Her acting is like, really weird and awkward in this show. And Tim Burton is all about weird and awkward-!

Love the enormous head weih-! She's my favourite character in the entire show. How can you not love her ginormous ego, big pompous head and her " OFF WITH THEIR HEADS " quote?!

Had a snack at New York Deli after the movie. It's located near Cold Storage and opposite BMS ORGANIC. Harhar organic-! Sorry inside joke.

My Pink INC. which taste like fucked up cherries. Never ever order anything pink just because it looks like heaven took a shit on it-! I mean besides strawberry smoothies of course.

Fantastic fries. No seriously, I think that's the name of the fries... Which doesn't taste as fantastic as it sounds but was still okay.

After a game of pool and walking around the mall aimlessly, we went to Taipan to collect my P LICENSE!!! and then went to Taipan Garden.




Ooo so much food. The temptation-!! Going out with these people can really make me pig out the whole day. Grr.

OOOooo reflective tables. I get distracted easily. You can blame my ADD. Thank you.

My sirap limau. Then we all went home and lived happily ever after. Not. The End.

Off With Your Heads

The dawn of yet another new blog. What is this, like my 100th blog already? Time passes by so fast doesn't it.

Everything that has like super, or mildly deep feelings is going into this blog. And I don't expect much readers ( not like i had any to begin with ) to be following.

So for my official first post, I'm going to be blogging about SPM results... Which I haven't got yet so there isn't anything to write about at all. Toodles. For now.

Fourth Ones's A Charm

Like seriously, please please please stop me from deleting this blog like i did to the previous 3 ones. pretty please with cow dunk on top?