Eye See Tea

Okay people, I've got approximately 15 minutes to finish this post before I gotta go pick my dad up from the airport and finish packing for sleepover / bbq at Ariel's.

And my time starts now-!

Went to I - City with the cousins and aunts and uncle and mother and sister on Saturday night.

Finally watched Inception at OneU in the afternoon, but shall blog about that some other time.

Road on the way in was fucking jam. Owh and btw you have to pay RM10 as entrance fee.

Trying out an artistic shot which failed miserably. Thanks.

Place was freaking crowded. Ratio of Chinese to Malay is 1:10. Just saying.

Sis and I ended up strolling around the park by ourselves because the old timers were too lazy heh.

Ooo DSLR-ians and cam-whorers galore.

Owh no, mum's calling me now...

Kids are so annoying.

And the parents are even more fucked up because they allow they're retarded kids to vandalize the lights.

Was actually trying to pose but the mother called so... Sis : " tilt ur head that side abit ". Harhar.

That place is awesome because it's like Christmas all year round.

And I fucking love Christmas.

Yes, Buddhist's celebrate Christmas too.

I'm saying that because I had this Christian friend who went " But why do Buddhist celebrate Christmas? It's not like you're Christians. "

Huge ass screens were set up in the park. Last night's show was Alice in Wonderland.

People watching the movie. Omg feels so... foreign.

Looks familiar doesn't it.

Saje la. Feel like you're in petaling street... at night, if you get what I mean.

Saw my English lecturer ms... something heh.

Omfg Gasoline damn fucking inconsiderate can?! Mum suggested I submit this photo to The Star.

And ugliest pants of the year goes to...

Make It Happen

You can be as rude as you want to be.

You can be as nice as you want to be.

You can be as selfish as you want to be.

You can be as arrogant as you want to be.

I'm done trying to please everyone.

So...

Yeah, I can as fucking vulgar as I want to be. Cheers bitches.

And As The Clock Struck Midnight...

Isn't it peculiar how people just walk in and out our lives? At this very moment, you may think that they're always going to be there, forever... ever and always. However, a month passes and they aren't even in your life anymore. They only stay in a chapter of your life, their chapter in your life is now over. And now, a whole new chapter begins. Everything changes and nothing stays the same.

We're constantly moving on, in and out of others lives, jumping from one person to the next, just another chapter in another person's story. I'd like to be the main character in your story, just this once. I wish I would too, put you in my story again. I still don't understand how you went from my main man... To nothing.

Fuck. I need to stop listening to Backstreet Boys.

It's All About You Isn't It

I don't even have time to take a crap ever since college started. 5 assignments and counting... and its only the beginning of the 2nd week-! My last week has been a total nightmare because I kept rescheduling my timetable to help out the sax team, not to mention the number of times I ffk'd my friends omg so sry again-!!

Harhar don't kill me weih. Hui Xian, now you'll know how I feel whenever you go back to back as an ex member hah in yo face. And Lik Wei... You just... I dunno.

Housing area got fogged for like the gabazillionth time in a week. Now campus is starting as well. 3 cheers for the smell of cow poop and fog.

The morning rehearsal kind of... Surprised me but the concert was much better. Big ass thanks to May, her cousin, Ping Er, Mich, Ying Sing and Ceccilia for coming all the way down just for the concert =)

Ooo and yes yes yes my parents finally trust me enough to drive by myself yay... But only within USJ2. Grr, Myvi oh Myvi =(

The friggin bear really does smell like strawberries-! Yes, I know how much of a hygiene freak I am but, I think they mixed drugs with the strawberry fragrance or something coz you'll get addicted smelling it harhar.

Hmm, which one oh which one for the car XD

I can't remember the last time I went to Toys R' Us. Owh wait, yes I can =)

I'm so glad you're okay. Don't you ever scare us like that again. Love you kid.

Ka-Qing ( jorr no one calls me that anymore )

" You not shopping is like me not playing sports. " - Andrea Low

I beg to differ. I don't shop THAT much... You know, only when I'm depressed, which explains the recent purchases. But hey, there's a reason they call it retail therapy am i right? AM I RIGHT??!!

Omg England's Crocs.

Zara's on sale shit you Ellen.

I found my Shibuya bag, which I've been reminded constantly to not buy.

Shit shit shit.

To those who helped buy tickets from me to support the band... Yay you just got a big fat thank you virtual hug from me yo-! Love love.

Where is you =(

Untie Those Strings

You could have done so much better than Hospitality.

Owh really? Then I suppose your son not not attending college and working at a mall is better?

No offense, but I expected better results from you.

Said the brainless bitch whose daughter got no A's at all for PMR.

You can do better... Than him.

I'm tired of people telling me that. Because I'm very sure that I can't.

Why Club Med? Why not the Hilton or Shangri-La?

Because for once in my life, I wanna do the things that I wanna do... Go to the places I wanna go instead of having you to always decide or choose for me.

Maybe it's just me. I feel that other people's nagging and expectations of me are constantly weighing me down. Isn't being an adolescent one of the biggest perks in life where you're oblivious to the world around you? I'm practically 18, I'm not a kid anymore. Do you have any idea how embarrassing it is to not be able to drive around alone and seeing juniors of mine who are a year younger partying out in town?!

Give me something to live for.

Fuck Ma Vie

Been having crazy mood swings these past few days. I hate it when people type FML. If you really mean fuck my life then why not just type it out?!

FUCK MY LIFE.

Is it really that hard? Owh wait, I just remembered I told someone that I'm happy and contented with my life. So...

... FUCK YOUR LIFE.

I love Blair Waldorf. We have one super mondo giganto thing in common... Chuck Bass. And I've pretty much been dealing with assholes like Chuck Bass my whole preteen life. But sometimes, the person you can't stand the most is the person you wanna be with the most.

So yeah, FUCK MY LIFE after all.

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To : you-know-who-you-are

I'm sorry but I guess I'm just not ready to let go. And you're wrong, you of all people should know that I truly understand what you have been going through because I've been through it not long ago. And trust me, after going through that, I felt as if I went through every level of hell.

Like me, you too tend to always fall in love with people who can never reciprocate their feelings. But what's really going on is that you're not in love with that person, but you're in love with the image of one. Either that or you're just afraid you'll end up alone.

And the phrase " you can't always get you want " doesn't apply to me. Because knowing that I can't have a certain thing only makes me that much more determined to get it. And in this case... it's you-know-who. Owh gawd I have no shame.

I'm sorry to keep you waiting. I'm sorry for giving you false hopes. For what it's worth, I have and I did. And I hope that we'll go back to being best friends. I'm . Just . Not . Ready . Love you still.