Awesome Bombosome ?

How do you define "having mixed feelings"?

Is feeling suicidal counted? Btw, I think it's just a theory that when you shoot yourself in the head you'll only leave a small bullet hole. I bet your whole head goes KABOOSH and explodes... Leaving blood draining from your lifeless body.

How about pissed off at the whole fucking world? Because I'm always the one initiating pointless fucked up meetings so that we'll all pass for this term. Fucking idiots who don't fucking lift a finger to anything. Fuck your lives... And mine.

Hmm, gay too... And yeah I really do love rainbows =) Only because there's rain before it. Here comes the sun... Not.

Because the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly. Gosh I'm so pathetic. So babe, I guess that's the only thing we have in common, which is falling in love really fast. Sad thing is, I don't fall outta love as quickly as I fall in it. Try not to smash my heart into pieces this time?

Most importantly... Confused. Even if I say I do, I never did... Not really anyways. There's really no point trusting someone else, especially if that "someone Else's" aim is to break your heart. Mission accomplished.

Yeah, my life is THAT fucked up. Kill me thanks.

Just Stand Up

Left the house a little after4pm with Car Yi and Yi Wen because was doing thinking skills assignment and it ended later than planned. P.S unlike Andrea, our group is going to stay modest throughout this "friendly match"... Your psycho-ing aint gonna work with us bodoh-!

It drizzled on the way then my dad starting laughing and wished us good luck because of the rain. Feel the love? Andrea then took us to go register and get our free awesome yellow shirts... Ooo yellow.

Damn cool huh. They hung this up on the goal post. And they're lights, not fluorescent paper. I really beh tahan all those ah-ma at the stadium I tell you. They take like a century to change a shirt-! Even when Car Yi, Yi Wen and I went into the same cubicle, we still ended up changing faster than them. Fail can?!

Went to get our "lantern" bag to light up later at night. But first, we had to design them-! Hello I'm not the super creative kind so, pls don't laugh. We had to wait really long for the water colours and marker pens because there was only one table to decorate the bags. But alas, we drew them on the floor and lagi best... They gave the 3 of us 3 packets of marker pens and water colours. Ahaha all them fools still lining up at the table for nuts.

And this is what I came up with-! Don't ask me why ice-cream because I really dunno and it was the first thing that popped into my mind. The stadium was hot and stuffy laa... Judge me not.

And the back-! Hot air balloons because Yi Wen suggested that someone should draw a hot air balloon what the hell.

ZOMG see... Crowded max. And while we were finishing up with our lanterns, this guy with the giant ass camera came to film the *i dunno what to call it* "arts & craft corner"? Harhar damn paiseh didn't know what to do so I ran away =P

Ooo we got a huge surprise. Turns out we weren't going to run on the tracks. Instead, we were going to be running on the field... Muddy, flooded, sticky field. Oh joy. And it was still slightly drizzling at that time. Double joy.

Tents were set up in the middle of the field. Participants were suppose to run ( more like walk considering the fact that it was sooo muddy that hardly anyone ran ) around the tents and the track was guided with those tiny colourful flags.

The crowd kept pouring in towards the evening... And as usual, being Malaysian's we're never on time. You guessed it-! The event started late, no surprise there. Besides waiting for Michelle, May and Khai Ling to arrive, we had nothing else to do so we decided to go get noms first.

The kebab wasn't that bad. But it was served in a hot dog bun. Eee no feel laa. Car Yi and I bought spaghetti with meatballs ( hmm minus the meatballs ), Yi Wen bought lasagna and Andrea bought the kebab.

Everywhere else was so dam wet I tell you. So in the end we had to resort to sitting by the longkang... With trash in front of us wooo hell yeah. While we were eating halfway, Andrea and Car Yi went to get the others from the entrance, leaving Yi Wen and I to feed the mosquitoes ourselves. Fuck those blood sucking leaches-! No I don't mean lawyers.

The lasagna tasted like... Playdough. And yeah I tasted it before but in my defense I was young and retarded at that time-! Plus, look at that awesome layer of oil floating on the top.

Spaghetti wasn't all that bad. Could be better... For RM6.

Uh huh yeah we were bored waiting alone. Might as well put the camera to good use aye?

Yi Wen is such a failure at taking pictures. If you'd noticed all the previous pictures of her, she's either laughing, or her eyes are closed or she's not ready... Like 95% of the time laa.

Urgh see how muddy the ground is-! You try running in it and see. But hey... I iss bands members... We's marchs ins cows dunks mans.

There were hell lotta performances. Clowns line dancing, taekwando performances, bands you name it. Okay I'm getting very tired of blogging grr...

We lit up our lanterns at 8.30pmish? We filled them up with sands first so that it won't float away or whatever. Then Andrea got emotional... Aww we're here for you Yuen Ching =) The rest of us got all emotionified too, except for cold blooded Car Yi of course *oops*.

The story behind my leg is damn funny can?! We were packing up all our stuff to go to the stadium because it started drizzling again. So someway somehow, this satay stick ( u know the pointy ones use to cucuk nuggets as well ) tercucuk my leg... Then it bled. I know right, how the hell can an innocent satay stick which was lying flat down on the ground suddenly levitate and cucuk my leg?! Well beats me. It still remains a mystery wooo.

I took this picture with my secondary camera ( which explains the quality ) at 4.30am. Owh look, we're still alive XD

Lights from the stadium next door. Ahah I was trying to keep myself occupied so that I won't fall asleep. But my plan failed miserably.

Without sleeping bags, the stadium sits and floor will have to do. Not to mention it started drizzling AGAIN at like 3.45amish. So we had to move to higher ground.

Car Yi gets really grouchy when she doesn't get enough sleep. Andrea and I was sooo tempted to play Justin Bieber's "baby" while she was sleeping... But ahah better not or else we wouldn't have made it through the night.

Aww kesian small thing because she couldn't sleep. Left the place at 8.30am. The event was suppose to end at 10am, but being Malaysian timing it'll surely end late and we really couldn't tahan anymore. Not only that, Michelle, Car Yi, Yi Wen and I still had to take the LRT and KTM home. Wah fun?

Slept for 2 hours. Thats why I look like fuck. I mean... Fuck-ER.

Bark . Woof . Howl.

Boo, I miss my hair =(

Had to do our Moral "community service" assignment today and we chose to do it at P.A.W.S. So why help animals you ask? Well simple, us humans are the most selfish bastards living on this idiotic planet and those poor, poor animals suffer for it... Considering the fact that they get neglected and everything. If you'd ask me, I'd rather help animals rather than children and senior citizens any day. That's just me.

Nigel came to pick Andrea, Nick and I from my place, with Yi Wen and Michelle already in the car. Then we went to this kopitiam near my place to have breakfast, if you consider chicken rice and pan mee breakfast that is. Met up with Car Yi and Wei Mae at the animal shelter, they reached like 35min before us lol because we got lost and yeah fuck Google map laa seriously.

Got a long hard lecture from Mr. Edward Lim, the administrator of P.A.W.S for being an hour late, but we deserved it. Then he asked us questions... Lots of it. First he asked why did we choose P.A.W.S for our assignment so of course we answered " owh we love animals " laa, since most of us had pets. Then he fired us back with "So you love animals. Then why only decide to help now and not before this? ". Wtf stone laa, like how to answer? 'Didn't have the time' would be a stupid excuse right.

Then somehow the conversation evolved to is-putting-an-animal-to-sleep-a-morally-right-thing-to-do. If it were you, I bet you would definitely answer "if the animal is going through alot of pain and suffering then yeah, I would". Again, he fired us back with "so if it were ur mother, father, siblings... and they're brain dead and paralysed you'll do it also laa?! ". Like omg, worse than watching Kick-Ass.

Best part was, Mr. Edward and my dad were Primary School classmates, and they're meeting up next Monday. Die laa can later he complain to my dad I'm like, not punctual and retarded or something. After briefing us for half an hour, we were sent out to work-our-ass-off, as Mr. Edward put it because my dad called him previously and told him to give us more work to do. Gee thanks.

But but but, it was more like play and not work because we had sooo much fun-! We walked and bathed like 5 dogs each ( walk then bath ; walk then bath ... ) -! And mind you they're not those stupid smallish cartoon ones like mine. Some of them are... Kindda big ass if you get what I mean. I named my first dog Sam. Harhar I've always wanted to name my dog Sam, like short for Samantha XD.


My 3rd dog was super hyper-! As soon as the keeper handed the dog over to me, it just bolted for the gate. And when it bolted, it dragged and pulled me along as well. Can you imagine? A big ass person like me getting yanked by a dog?! Giler. But after awhile, instead of sprinting the whole way the dog started jogging ( ahah yeah seriously ). Then dunno what the hell happened it started sprinting again and of course I can't control it so it yanked me along. Then then then it ran under Car Yi's dog leash, got tangled... And I ran straight into her leash then I fell down on the tar road, dragging her dog down with me. Like omg poor puppy =( and poor knee =( =(

Did the same thing over and over again till 1pm. By that time we were already dead tired and decided to go for lunch at a mamak nearby. Harhar while we were walking the wholeway, everybody was like SLURPEE and MCDONALDS. Then as soon as we turned into the shop lots, we spotted a 7-11 sign-! But alas, it was still under renovation. Urgh.

Had lunch here. Drank a can of 100plus before the food came... Then ordered another can lol. Car Yi and Andrea did the same too, omg was starting to feel full before the food arrived.

Yyuummss maggi goreng tambah telur =) The egg yolk was like super sunny side up weih-! Didn't dare to eat it because the last time I ate an egg like that... It didn't turn out pretty harhar. But was too hungry till I couldn't resist, so I sapu the whole plate ni XD.


Went back after an hour. There wasn't much left to do so we helped the lady working there to feed the puppies. Ooo puppies-! The ones that we fed were mostly sick puppies, so kesian some of them wouldn't even eat. And I heard from Wei Mae that there's this adult dog that was super territorial that during feeding time, it ate 4 bowls of kibble and growled at any dog that came near it. Grr so mean-! I'm seriously thinking of going there to volunteer again.




Now, time for some lecturing of my own. How would YOU like it if someone treated you like this?! Starving you, neglecting you, abusing you...





Dogs are living creatures too. So what makes them any different from us? What... The fact that they can't talk? Bullshit.





Some people might think that animals aren't worth helping. I think otherwise. It's a waste of time helping humans... So sue me and call me heartless. Like I care.





Would you? Most people won't even get up or lift a finger to change the channel, and hello all you need to do is flick the button. But if one person helps, it'll definitely make a difference.



Paws Animal Welfare Society depends entirely on the generosity of the public through donations or proceeds from charitable events organised and run by volunteers.

8 people.

5 dogs per person.

40 dogs in total.

We've made a difference.

http://www.paws.org.my/

Check out the website for more informtaion on how to donate, volunteer, adopt of whatever =)

We may habe went home smelling like dogs... Even leaving Nigel's car smelling like 6 awesome mutts. But at least we did something productive. And fuck my hair.

Hello Goodbye

You bitch. Red is awesome. Nuff said. How can you ever deny kan?!

Woohoo, did some major shopping with family on Sunday. Shoes - 12 pairs and counting. Sister and I watched Shrek while Mum and Dad watched Robin Hood. Aww, come on, it's Shrek-! And yeah... You bet it's awesome-! Though I like the 2nd sequel best.

Sister and I spent an hour at Kitshen. Half an hour trying on clothes, and the other half an hour... Waiting for the parents to come down to pay XD. Yeah we waited for em for half an hour because their show ended late... Like 2 1/2 hours for Robin Hood can?! Grr can't even put the dress on hold. Like wwhhaatt?!

Yeah, we were THAT bored. Went to Fish & Co. for lunch. I was starting to get a headache while waiting for the food, then it just got worse after till it kindda progressed to a migraine I think, it's gotta be because my head hurt like fuck at that time. And it got sooo bad till my mum had to hold me all the way down to the car park because I seriously felt like fainting at that time... Lol talk about shop till you drop huh.

And and and... I puked in the car harhar. Twice hahahahahaha. Then I puked 3 more times at home BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Kay eww gross too much information but this kindda thing rarely, scratch that... NEVER happens to me. I'm healthy yo =) Then I was back to my normal jumpy self after 5 hours, damn weird can? Hmm, must've been stomach flu or something.

Got burned while commis-ing... AGAIN. Urgh twice in a week, I'm definitely on an accident streak here. Best part is, my senior is accident prone too. He slipped and fall. You be the judge. Talk about coincidences.

Imma Hypocrite

Boo, I had the worst service class ever... And it's only my 2nd one thank you-! Grr everything was a mess.

I switched table in between class, so I didn't know how they had organized themselves ( there wasn't much organization anyways ). Then I kept on bringing plates out because some guys told me that they weren't done serving main course and what not... But when I brought the dishes out, everybody was happily eating WTF can?!

Then there was this pissy dude who shoo'd me away... Boo =(


I'M NOT OVERREACTING LAA OKAY-! Hmph, what are you looking at. I want kitchen service class so badly.

Kesian the chicken. It's still being tortured even though it's dead. Have mercy thank you. Ooo yay Andrea's the next manager, so everything will definitely run smoothly-! Don't stress laa yuen ching, all of us having high hopes is a good thing =)


So anyhoos... Joining Relay For Life this year ( kay fine it's the 1st time I've actually heard about it ) to support my wifey. And if I'm not mistaken, my whole class is going to support the event... because, well, it's to give support to people who's been diagnosed with cancer, cancer survivors and for those who loss their battle against cancer. Man I'm getting all emotional already.

And this should be damn exciting because not only will this be my first time, but we're gonna be staying at the stadium overnight-! Damn how cool is that?! Best part is, you don't have to run all the way ( omg what a blessing for ppl like me ), you can always choose to walk or just laze around the track. Like like.

Starts at : May 29, Saturday, 6.00pm

Ends at : May 30, Sunday, 10.00am

Location : Stadium Bukit Jalil

People, support laa-! It's for charity, so it should count as extra hours for our moral assignment. See, I just gave you another good reason to go.

*Growls* The type of cancer I hate the most because I know quite a number of people who has lost their battle against lung cancer. I shall now list down the smokers I know. Yeah you better be afraid-!

Tarrence Tan Jian Wai

Ng Han Jyun

Chin Leap Ren

Frankie Lee

Carmen Leong

Janet Lee

Nicholas Pubalan

Nigel Loon

Teofilus

Pravin Balasubramaniam

Razlan Rizal

Nicky Ng

Shiva Chandru

Justin Ng

Farah Hannah

Azrul Mohd

Danial Azher

Zach Ong Zhee Wei

Sean Han

Derek Loh

Julian Pereira

Danielle Chen Khai Yee

Hmm, I'm sure there's more but I'm too stressed . tired . depressed now. I hope ya'll don't die. Nah just kidding XP









Spot the rainbow? And who the hell are they trying to kid, there aint no pot of gold at the end. Scumbags.