Not Again...

One...

Two...

Three times...

And you're out-!

Fourth time was definitely not a charm.

I'm really stupid to think that things will turn out differently this time. Then again, I've got no expectations whatsoever. I always get hurt whenever I put my myself out there. It aint fair. But one thing is for sure...

That I won't turn my back on what I've started. I can't help but think that I've made the wrong choice. Prove me wrong?

Talk About Being Random

I've got very awful friends that bully me 24/7 because they claim I'm very bulliable, pfft whatever that means. Not only that, they've got this stupid theory that I'm too proper till I can't sit on them stupid low round chairs that can be found throughout the whole campus. So sue me for having a good posture-!

Omg I've forgotten what this is called-! All I remember is the method of making is similar to apple tart but this has custard in it. Guess this explains why I got 17.20 for kitchen op. I'm screwed.

Behold-! The world's lousiest, laziest, smelliest dog-! But #1 in my heart =)

Omg look at the sky-! I must have made my mum pissed again. Upon descending the steps of the canteen, a huge mob of students blanketing the tables and chairs greeted me. Yay, another day without lunch. Unless we tapao something and go somewhere to sit and eat... EH WAIT, THERE'S NO WHERE ELSE TO SIT ON CAMPUS BESIDES THE SMOKER'S STAIRCASE HEAVEN.

Student council should seriously consider putting up benches throughout campus since there's ample space-! *hints* =)

Helped the younger-pain-in-the-ass sister to prepare for Leo IU. And look-! She's even wearing MY dress. Ooo she agreed to let me help her get all dolled up and everything. I still remember my first time, I was left to fend all by myself. Sad can?!

Jyun and Tarrence came to pick me up then we headed to Holiday Villa where Leo IU was held to pick up Tarrence punya teman wanita. I'm so pathetic. Gah-! Need . To . Get . A . Life .

Since Million's barking annoys the shit out of us, it only seems fair that she gets tortured once in a while. Kay I'm not THAT bad. And yes, those ARE shoelaces. Hee XD

I love listening to the pitter patter of the rain drops.

I love the smell of grass after it rains.

I love watching the rain.

I love the rain in general.

I also love...

I Saw You Coming From A Mile Away

" Will you still love me in the morning ? "

" Forever and ever babe. "

You'd know this coz it's a quote from your favourite movie.

I ♥ Marching Band

And hell froze over. Shot of the balloons was taken during sports day. What the hell.

Aza was suppose to gimme a ride to MPSJ for sports day but... Well something tragic happened ( my condolences ). Moving on.

Met Lavy and Tarrence there. Geez we were the only seniors that showed up, and that's only from my year-! Ahh well, that only goes to show that we are the only ones ( besides other seniors of course ) that will forever remain loyal to the band.

OMG jaga diri Lavy looks like she's gonna chew someones head off-!

Hmm, one's missing. And this year we've got a Malay trombonist-! Not that I'm jakun or anything but Aza has been like, the only Malay in band ever. Wonder why...

Ooo band's very own shutterbugs-! Everyone has a DSLR. And what do we call people who own DSLR's? DSLR-ians-!! Omg damn lame.

Look who's came out from their dusty closet XD. Goodness I swear Lionnel keeps growing taller every time I see him.

Aww... Such an emotional moment for me. I wish I were still in band laa =(. And and and I'm like one of the fairest there-! Ahahahah. Gone are the days of me being the 3rd darkest ( Thye Way was 1st & Tracey 2nd ) during marching season.

Hui Xian-! And ooo look there's my mouthpiece. Yeah the one that I just got the day our concert was held. Huh? Well you see, I broke the old one the night before concert. But it was a freaking miracle because I gave the broken one ( i used super glue to glue it back hello ) to my junior during the juniors performance and it totally held all the way man.

Eh Sher Nong, faster act cute-!

*poses*

Le Vice President has got style okay. Look at that sprayed on blue hair. And hey, I thought the band colour is red, black and gold?!

The bass drummers this year are super petite. Look at the 2nd one. You can't? Well that's exactly my point-! All this while, the bass drummers were in good shape, like physically yeng duh. Omg pray that their small ass's won't get tipped over by the drums. But hey, great things come in small packages. I is so wise.

March past started late. MALAYSIA BOLEH-! The weather was really good though and that's like a super big deal for band ( bad for the instruments if it rains and bandies will get roasted if it's too hot ).

Go RUMAH MERAH-! Merah tak akan kalah lol.

Wtf this guy march until damn slumber lorr. Can't see his face from this angle but you seriously should've seen it-! It was as if he was sleepwalking.

Blue house are like the ultimate soccer fans. Look at that guy in the ball. My sister told me that they actually used 2 tudung salji and turned it into THAT-! Super creative can?!

*Sighs* I miss being a part of sports day, a part of band. I miss high school rawr-!

Oh my goodness this genius I tell you, his speech was longer than Mariah Carey's thank you speech when she won the Grammy's. He just went on and on... Blabbering about H1N1 and all that crap. Like hello-! The world is going to come to an end sooner or later... Accept it and MOVE ON. Geez.

Seafield's olahraga. Omg buff =P

Shaun is sooooooooo well in demand man. Then again, everyone has this certain THING for the Drum Major. ZOMG CHS's one-! kay I'll shut up now.

Band and I went our seperate ways, them going to KFC ( wtf pn sophia's treat ). Went for brunch with Tarrence, Jyun and Lavy at Sri Melur after that. Went home smelling like California's bush fire.

Stupidhead surprised me in the afternoon =) Went to starbucks and stoned. Bumped into Tze Jing the soon-to-be-prefect. Ooo and I love our green tea diarrhea-! Harhar.

Saxophone team, year 2010. Okay I'm so sorry but I don't know the names of the two on the left. Lucas, Hui Xian, Jovyn, Lik Wei and you 2 clowns... Make the seniors of '09 proud =)

Oh Emma

Just the thought of how my life is going to turn out sickens me.

Well yeah, so first you find love.

Then, if you're lucky enough, you'll get married. Yay. But i secretly think I'll die a spinster.

After that, perhaps, a few kids of your own. And unless you're some freaking perky stepford housewife, your kids and lazy ass of a husband will drive you up the wall... Before you know it, you'll end up in a mental institution. That is, if you're lucky enough.

And if you haven't gone crazy, your kids might talk you into getting a pet.

" Oh mummy daddy pwease-! I'll feed it, love it, take care of it, scoop its poop, bath it and everything-! "

Puhlease, I was a kid too so I'm not THAT dumb to fall for that line.

But If you ask me, the only thing that i actually look forward to is...

Spending the rest of my life with him ( YOU don't perasan okay ). I know there's no such thing as happily ever after, but there's always something close to it no?

Two Stars On A Joy Ride

Andrea, Michelle, Wei Mae and Yi Wen dropped off their shit at my house in the morning then the mother dropped us off at Sunway Lagoon-! Maybe it's just me, but I think Lagoon was wwaaaaayyyyy more fun when I was a kid, because everything seemed so big and scary. And... and... and... I got rashes because of the funky smelling water from the pool. Great...

Didn't took many any pictures at all because my phone wasn't with me the whole time. Oh wells...

Michelle-! Who slept the earliest.

This is like better than Kanye West punya shutter shades can? And its a butterfly-!

Ice chocolate and glaze doughnut at J.Co for tea. And we managed to squeeze in a little pillow talk as well-!

Omg Yi Wen looks damn sepet here. Sepet ish awesomes no?

The mother came to pick us up at 5ish then we went to have dinner at Bliss afters. Walked there summore, yeng? Ate really fucked up pataya fried rice, and I shared it with Andrea harhar. So yeah, we lao sai'd ( omg pls don't kill me okay. love u ma. )

Lol so cute-! I'm talking about my super awesome puppy of course. I mean... Look at that THING in the sleeping bag.

Had dim sum for breakfast at Hong Kee. The mother bought us the meal again <3>

Michelle . Andrea . Yi Wen

Mum : eh, u all got boyfriend ah?

Me : omg can u not do this right now pls?!

*points at Michelle*

Me : oh wait, she got-!

Mum : huh?! then u 3 don't have? so zha one?!

Gee, thanks AGAIN mum. I'll finally sleep better at night knowing that no one wants me.

Tina Fey is like a triple threat-! Hot . Smart . Funneyh .

Yeah, we're complicated like that. Exhilarating even. But for what it's worth, I enjoyed every minute of it =)

Of Pea's, Garlic & Fried Rice

Being my super rajin self, I decided to practice how to karate char siew pao chop my carrots the night before commis duty. Ter-poked the inside of my fingernails and scraped off abit of my fingernails in the process. Hey, no pain... no gain. And the result?

Horrendous looking shit. Aww, and Million was teman-ing me throughout the whole time I was suffering in the kitchen. My dog's the best... Nope, not yours.

Me : Baby, wanna eat carrots?

*sniffs*

Million : Eee don't want, smells like my crap.

Me : But mummy slaved over a hot stove all day *shows puppy eyes lol*

*licks*

( harhar she was really licking it okay-! and no I didn't forced her to )

Million : Ooo not that bad. Love you mummy.

I know how every owner thinks that he or she has the world's most smartest or cutest dog and all, but I seriously think that my dog is-! Okay so sue me for being bias.

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Mum finally allowed me to drive to school today. Omg rejoice-! Reached the kitchen early like 7.30am sharp sharp sharp, only to discover the seniors weren't even there yet. Then Chef decided to transfer some of us losers to Temptations to help out there. So we waited, and waited, and waited for bloody half and hour. And to think I woke up so early for nothing.

When Chef arrived ( like finally lorr ), he told us we had to do pre service preparation for our seniors ( who's not even there yet-! ). Yay, so after everything my fingers smelled of garlic, green peas, long beans, fish and oranges. See laa, nobody wanna propose to me already XD.

We were told that our seniors were arriving by 10am but like no??!! Well got one laa but he was memang assisting Chef in the first place. Then only we found out that there weren't going to be any seniors for service class and we were preparing lunch for the examiners. Bloody hell. That's like one hell of a task of Term 1 students.

Omg but we had soooo much fun hee =)

To think we cooked ( helped cooked ) so much scrumptious food, we didn't even get to eat any. Well i mean not counting the leftovers XD. So Chef cooked fried rice for us, and the guys helped of course. Is it possible to look manly, at the same time looking like a person who's frying char kuey teow while cooking? Harhar.

Doesn't look appetizing at all. Duh, it's scraps-!

Yay, lagoon and sleep over with the girls tomorrow. Can't wait =)